Excuse me.

You know I love you & you know I'm always gonna have your back. But you're at a point where you keep taking advantage of it & you depend on me all the time. You expect me to just drop everything for you, & it sucks knowing that when the time comes, you're not gonna be able to do the same for me. And I can't bring myself to tell you no cuhs I'm just not that type of person. You never listen to me when I need to rant; you always find a way to bring it back to yourself. How can you honestly call yourself my best friend ? Everything always has to be about you; you cut me off, you call me names, thinking it doesn't hurt, & you just expect so much out of me. Why the hell should I try so hard when you don't ? Shit's getting ridiculous. Now I'm sorry that you're having such a bad weekend, but grow up & get over it. You still have next weekend, and all the weekends after it. When are you going to learn that the world doesn't revolve around your bitch ass ?

SEEEEENIORS !

First day of school was fucking orgasmic. I'm so ready to walk through campus with my head all high & shit; yelling, "MOVE !" when the little freshmen crowd through the halls. (; Shit's amazing. I'm so excited to what this year has to briiiing. Rodriguez seems like she's gonna be a bitch, but I have Eric, Alice, Jackie, Elsie, Chantal, & Daisy to keep me busy. Murphy round #2 ! I don't think he remembers me from sophomore year, buuuut his class is gonna be fun. Sooo happy I have BRey, Sarah, Joel, & Sarthi in my class again. ^____^ Glad I pulled that all nighter to finish my Spanish hw, cuhs this class is gonna be fucking amaaaazing ! Honestly, this is the one AP I've been dying to take. Thomas is so fucking chill. I love how she gives us an Anthropology lesson when someone says "Filipinos ARE Asian !" Haaaaah (; Show 'em wsup, Mrs. Thomas ! & Solitaire. I'm down for another year, just not with these girls. I mean, yeah, it is the beginning of the year & I still have the rest of this year to get to know the girls. But MY GOD, they are so talkative ! Girls, this ain't Diamondaires anymore, this is SOLITAIRE. We're advanced, we put shit on track. I hate how everyone's in Marquis now; the 9 vets left have to deal with all these noobs. )= It's not the same without Takeuchi & Alexis, especially. I have no one to bitch with & at. Lowkey looking forward to our concerts cuhs that means we get to share the dance room ! (=

God, look at me. All optimistic & shit. Whatta first !

Favorite graduates. (=

Preethi - I'm gonna miss you so much ! Try to come down every once in a while, okay ? (: We'll resume our adventures & camera whoring, hehehe. Have fun in Berkeley & don't forget to TokBox with your favorite choir girlsssss ! ♥

Vivian - You better keep your promise & keep at LEAST every other Saturday open for me & Karen. I can't believe you're leaving me for Irvine. ): Hehehe, waaaahb you !

So I'm at this point...

where I don't know what to do with you anymore. Should I drop you for once & for all or should I make an effort, knowing you won't ? Hah, I think we both know I'm gonna be sticking to the first one. I hate how you do cute shit with me, then drop me all of a sudden. You'd think I'd be sick of it to a point where I'd have already talked to you about it, but I guess I'm too scared to lose you as a friend if I were to. And what sucks is I'm going to have to see you every fucking day at school, first thing in the morning. Yaaaaaay me. -___- I know this is probably only going to last 2 weeks tops, but it doesn't hurt to make it shorter, does it ? One week's already been up, I've already tried but you ignored, so now I'm leaving it up to you. IM me & let's stay up till 5 AM webcamming and doing whatever the fuck we wanna do. Call me when we both have to get off & have another 4 hour phone call to a point where we get so tired, we end up falling asleep on each other. I don't understand how someone can make me feel this shitty. It's pretty ridiculous; pat yourself on the back.

Nelly Furtado.

why do all good things come to an end ?

Eminem ft. Rihanna

just gonna stand there & watch me burn;
that's alright because i like the way it hurts.
just gonna stand there & hear me cry;
but that's alright because i love the way you lie.
i love the way you lie.

disneylandiaaaa.

"Here you leave today & enter the world of yesterday, tomorrow, & fantasy."
FINALLY going to Disneyland on the 21st (:

HAPPY AUGUST !

Oh my damn. School starts in 3 weeks & I haven't even started my summer work. -__- Boo for procrastination, insomnia, & sleeping in. Whatever though, cuhs this is deff one of the greatest summers I've had. (=