Wednesday, December 11, 2013

1:11 AM

So this is it, huh? To be honest, I didn't think it'd end like this. For some reason I had hope that we'd actually try & make it all work. That you'd finally give in to your feelings & would say, "Screw distance." But yeah, I guess whatever happens, happens for the best. Frustrating how we both kind of just let it fizzle out though. 

You have no right to be upset with me, because from what I remember, you were the one who refused to let anything happen. You can't just talk to me like we're something, date me when I go to you, & then just let things go back to the way they were once I left. And whatever happened to you coming to me? I'm so sick of always pulling through for you when you won't even acknowledge what I am to you. Let your stupid pride down every once in a while, will ya? Don't you dare say I didn't do anything for you because I have done nothing but try to make you feel like someone actually cares for you from here. You let me go, slowly but surely, & you have no one to blame but yourself.

Maybe we're better off without each other. Or maybe in a couple of years, we'll bump into each other & try to make it work then. Who knows. It's been fun for now though, I guess. Have a nice life.