2:17 AM

It's baffling how tongue tied I get whenever I feel like the most important things need to be said. What I need is reassurance that this isn't a waste of my time. I need some sort of solid ground to put my feet on because as of right now, I feel like I'm walking on glass & I'm terrified of taking a wrong step & getting hurt. I'm sick of catering to people & not getting anything in return. I'm done living solely in the present. The future has never seemed so close & I've never felt so unprepared for it. 

10:13 PM

Honestly, it kinda hurts knowing I'm not the one you think about at times like this. What do you expect me to do in a situation like right now? Just sit here like a little puppy & wait for you to stop living in the past? And you wonder why we're not giving this whole thing a shot.