It's baffling how tongue tied I get whenever I feel like the most important things need to be said. What I need is reassurance that this isn't a waste of my time. I need some sort of solid ground to put my feet on because as of right now, I feel like I'm walking on glass & I'm terrified of taking a wrong step & getting hurt. I'm sick of catering to people & not getting anything in return. I'm done living solely in the present. The future has never seemed so close & I've never felt so unprepared for it.