8/22/11

Finally reunited with my second home & it feels so gooOoOoOOoOd. (': ♥

Late nights.

I'm scared to ask what we are/establish anything cuhs I feel like it'd push you away. You, of all people, know I can't stand getting attached to anyone. And it sucks cuhs we both know how I already am. I want to believe we'll have that fairy-tale kind of romance & shit, but it's hard when I know of your reputation & of the things that you have done & when I think of the things you could do. All I ask is that you don't do me dirt although I'm sure somewhere down the line, you will. And I guess it's okay, seeing how I'm kinda expecting it, but I just hope that by then I'd have pushed you far enough so that it won't hurt as much.

So sick.

I'm sick of your constant stupid decisions. I'm sick of you coming to me asking for advice & doing the complete opposite of what I tell you to do. I'm sick of never being able to have a decent conversation without you turning it back onto yourself. I'm sick of always pulling through for you. I'm sick of you never being there for me. I'm sick of you putting other people before me when you know I drop everything when you need me. I'm sick of the random texts you send to me when you have no one else to vent to. I'm sick of your bullshit stories, your stupid lies, & just you in general. Get the fuck out of my life. There's no room for selfish, conceited bitches like you anymore.

Broomballing.

One of the best summer nights so far. ♥

Pre-college

Already disconnected myself from the bitches I'm not gonna need for the next 4 years & did the final headcount of who's staying. It's honestly really surprising how many people turn their backs on you once you fuck up. Whatevs, as Nicole said, “Bitches before me were mistakes & bitches after me are downgrades.”
Deucessssss. (;

Hi honey,

Hop off his dick please. He's mine now; get over it. I thought you were the one who wanted to give up on him in the first place. The one who said he's never been worth it. The one who only wanted to keep him as an acquaintance after graduating.

So fuck off.