imy.

i want you to IM me like you used to. i want to stay up having more pointless conversations with you. i want to make more inside jokes & reminisce about our old ones. i want to take more mini adventures with you, because we both know it's worth the risk. i want you to be your playful-conceited self that annoyed me, yet always makes my day. i want you to keep doing the smallest things that make me smile on the worst of days. i want to rant to you like i always did, updating you about every little thing while you listened. i miss you. and i really don’t know why.

CA ADVENTURES.

this is one thing i'd really love to see with my significant other. too bad there aren't any of those in my near future. -____- sigh. someone take me to watch this ! (: ♥

WOMP.

"never take anyone for granted, because one day you might wake up and realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones."

an hour phone call so far with eric & i've almost pissed in my pants. -____- i can't believe the basis of our conversation is neopets of all things. HAHAHA, good shit. he still remembers every little thing apparently - from prices to all the little map names. how pathetic.

SIKE, cuhs neopets is the only thing i'm on these days ! this week was supposed to be super busy but everyone ended up bailing on me. ): so all i've been doing is eating, sleeping, & going on the computer. tumblr's being a little bitch all the time, making me go back to neopets. i got nicole & lea back on (^____^) & we have yet to make a playdate where we can just neo-sesh all day. oh god, call us pathetic.

i have preethi's graduation party to go to in a couple of hours. it's 4am. oh god, what is this world coming to. earlier this week, i watched the sun fucking rise. -__- eric made me stay up with him to watch a movie & it took us forever to finally decide on 10 things i hate about you. (oh heath ledger, how i miss you ! ♥) so i ended up sleeping at 5:30. pfft, might as well have pulled an all nighter. sike. but i did end up waking up at 2pm. haaah. yesterday i stayed up watching the hangover cuhs i'm done with the big bang theory. oh how i miss sheldon's BAZINGAs. i feel like such an insomniac. or like a bat. i'm nocturnal !

yknow, i really love blogger. even though no one reads, or even bothers to check, this site anymore, i feel like i have a more privacy-type blog on this. everyone's hopping onto the bandwagon & making a tumblr now and i feel like i can't post personal shit on it anymore. so i'm coming back to blogger, but only to post journal-type blogs. cuhs xanga ain't really workin' out for me either. -___-

womp. vivian's not responding to my ims & eric just fell asleep on me. i guess it's a sign i should go to bed. this weekend is going to be an adventure ! target with takeuchi at 1, gabbie's house to make preethi's graduation present, getting ready at 4, then preethi's graduation party ! one last solitaire moment cuhs we're gonna sing our AWK-apella ♥ ♥ ♥ i gotta wake up at 6:30 on saturday to bake shana's cookies, then go to her house at 10 to get to the beach for her birthday. (: sunday is apparently canceled, but i was supposed to have a pokemon marathon with eric lin. loser bailed on me AGAIN. douchebag. anyways, yeah. i'm tired. goodnight.

oh ps - RIP michael jackson. i still can't believe you're not alive anymore. ):

gabriella ♥

"I like how you make me laugh, I like how you make the world seem so much better, I like how you make fun of people with me, I like how you make Spanish class fun, I like how you make Solitaire that much more amazing!, I like how you are always the first person to come to me when I am crying or I miss my mommy, I like how you came into my house to meet my mommy even knowing she was sick and probably wouldnt look good, I like how supportive you are of everything I do, I like how you love and take care of me so much!, I like how you encourage my love for you know who lol, and most of all I like how you are my amazing and beautiful Solitaire sister! And I love you so much!"

sweetest thing a person's ever said to me. (: I LOVE YOU GABRIELLA CAROLINA HERNANDEZ CLEMENTE ! & your ridiculously long name that only i seem to be able to remember. (;

6/14/10

lovers. ♥

animosity.

"a life made of memories, gone so young." - amber pacific ; gone so young

1. seeing you at graduation was the best start to my summer. i saw you, took a picture with you. you hugged me & held me like you always did, and we talked & cleared everything up. we stayed up talking that night, as well as the following nights. you kept me up at night when i wanted to sleep all the time. and for once, i felt that we were back to where we started. but now we're drifting again. WHY !? ): i hate how this always happens to us. it's such an on & off cycle and it bugs it shit out of me. buuuut, whatever. we'll give it a couple of days & it should be back to normal.
2. HI, I MISS YOU. GET YOUR ASS BACK FROM VIETNAM, PLEASE. I'M IN NEED OF MORE ADVENTURES. ♥
3. thanks for being there for me all the freaking time. you put up with my bullshit, bitchiness, & major mood swings. who says a girl can't have a guy best friend without developing any feelings for them ? i lovelovelove you & am excited for senior year cuhs we better get a class togetherrrr ! (:
4. i'm still bugged about what you did earlier this year. plus the fact that you're going to his graduation while you swear you have no feelings whatsoever for him. whaaatever, bitch. i can't say i'm over it, because it still bugs me. the fact that you knew how much i liked him (& how every small thing reminds me of him), yet you still chill & talk to him as if he had nothing to do with me. boo, you whore.
5. BLAH, you're really starting to irritate me. hahahah, whatever.
6. i wish you'd die. really, i do. words cannot explain how much i hate you.
7. i love how close we've gotten since the beginning of summer ! i thought you were a homewrecking bitch, but you're so much more than that (: i love that we can talk about everything & everyone. and now that our parents have rekindled their friendships, we can chill all day, err day ! hehehe ♥
8. OHHEEEEEY. you were the last boy i would think i'd have interest in. i have a feeling it's just cuhs #7 up there mentioned it slightly, buuut whatevs ! YOU'RE SO SMART. it's really intimidating. and you're graduating in a couple of days & going up to norcal, sooo i don't think anything's gonna happen. and even though we're not that close, we better hang out before you leaveeee ! (:

summer '10.

consists of usually doing nothing during the day, then late night phone calls from 1-5 am. (: i guess it's treating me alright. i need more plans though !
no summer school, either. yeeeee. ^_^

oh, & i'm diggin' the whole template stuff. (: sucks how no one uses this anymore though. boo.

YAYUH BITCHEZZZZZ.

senior, class of 2011. ^_^