Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Junior high school students in Chicago were studying the Seven Wonders of the World. At the end of the lesson, the students were asked to list what they considered to be the Seven Wonders of the World. Though there was some disagreement, the following received the most votes:

1. Egypt’s Great Pyramids
2. The Taj Mahal in India
3. The Grand Canyon in Arizona
4. The Panama Canal
5. The Empire State Building
6. St. Peter’s Basilica
7. China’s Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn’t turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The quiet girl replied, “Yes, a little. I couldn’t quite make up my mind because there were so many.” The teacher said, “Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help.”

The girl hesitated, then read, “I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:

1. to touch…
2. to taste…
3. to see…
4. to hear… (She hesitated a little, and then added…)
5. to feel…
6. to laugh…
7. and to love.

The room was so quiet, you could have heard a pin drop.

May this story serve as a gentle reminder to all of us that the things we overlook as simple and ordinary are often the most wonderful - and we don’t have to travel anywhere special to experience them.

Enjoy your gifts!
(Author Unknown - source)

Monday, December 28, 2009

to you, from me.

it’s been a while since we’ve actually talked, but for once, i’m not trippin’. i guess you can say i’ve moved on - finally - but i still can’t help but wonder if it’s the right thing to do. i honestly thought you were the one, whatever the hell that means. haaah. i trusted you; we made promises to each other. and now that i look back at them, all it is to me now is complete bullshit. not that you lied or broke them, that’s a definite NO, but just how much time i wasted on you. jeeeez, i focused on you more than school ! maybe that’s the reason for the rapid deterioration of my grades ? i’m not sure if it’s cuhs i spent my time dreaming of the day when you’d realize all this, or if it was my own laziness that got in the way. but in all honesty, i am as happy as ever. i’ve realized that there are other ways to achieve happiness, ways that do not have your name written all over them. now i see your sn on my buddy list & for once, i don’t get butterflies & hurry to double-click so i can talk to you before you sign off. but out of reassurance, pat yourself on the back cuhs i don’t think i’ve ever fallen for someone that hard in such a short amount of time. y’know that quote “you had me at hello” ? yeah, you’re a perfect example of that. but now, i can actually go through a day without thinking of you, & when i do, all it is is that i hope you’re happy, cuhs i know i am. (:

Sunday, December 27, 2009


the first 10 people i could think of.

1. i can't believe i wasted
that much time on you. you were deff not worth it & i'm glad i'm finally over your ass. happier than eveeeer.

2. if you don't know i'm pissed at you, then you're a dumbass. i really dgaf what you do anymore, i'm just pissed you'd go back on your word & still call me "best friend."


4. i think you're secretly a girl trapped in a guy's body. you're annoying as faawk & i hate having to put up with you everyday.

5. sanks for all the greentea lemonades ! (: favorito cousin, most deff.

6. i'm happy we've gotten close again (: i reaaaally missed you, but it's all good now cuhs we're back to where we started last year !

7. da haaail happened to you !? i don't talk to you anymore & i miss you ): you've changed - you've ditched your old best friends & have gone to a new clique, ones that do drugs & shit. boo.

8. i love how we can spend ridiculous amounts of hours on the phone. & half the time, we don't even talk. ahaha, fuck what people think. sanks for always being there for me. holyshit, i really don't know where i'd be if i didn't have you to rant to. (:

9. did you drop off the face of the planet ? whatevs, i'm glad you're not there to lecture me anymore. haaaah. i can't believe i spent 8 months on you. BAHAHAHA. funny shit.

10. i'm sorry i can't go to disneyland for your birfday. ): it's killing me cuhs [a] disneyland's my favorito place & [b] you're my best friend ! since third grade, bitch. (: have fun & i promise i'll make it up to youuuuu. <333333

Thursday, December 24, 2009

winter break.

needs to end, right now. i hate it. i have no plans whatsoever; it's just wake up, sit in front of tv or computer, eat one meal, nap, shower, sleep. literally. okay, fine. i went to work on monday. but that's about it. i worked my ass off for 5 hours only to be paid $10 by my mom. lameshit. today's christmas eve, but it seriously doesn't feel like it. i'm so over break & i can't wait for school to start again. hopefully 2010 will be a better year. i'm sick & tired of the same old bullshit i wake up to everyday.

on the bright side though, my best friend's back from virginia (: which means, sushi & me getting a life ? yes, please.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

my mom,

needs to back the fuck off.
it's fucking winter break & she expects me to sleep before 10.
bitch tries teaching me respect; haaah fuck thaaat.
she can suck my imaginary dick.
can't wait till next week cuhs she's going to arizona.
if only it was forever tho. waaahmp.

break so far sucks asssss.
i need to make plans with people.

Thursday, December 17, 2009



Tuesday, December 15, 2009

it's amazing.

how much i can hate being here.
can't wait till i'm 18, with a license.
haaah, fuck dbar.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

$olitaire ♥

i love my solitaire girls (:
& vickie chen, ahahah !

Saturday, December 12, 2009


i want to curl up into a ball & just cry. i want to get in a car with someone and just DRIVE with no destination whatsoever. i want to sit outside in the pouring rain with the hope of getting pneumonia. i want everyone to just fall off the face of the planet. i want to start fresh.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

daisyhaaaan !

Ddaaaiisy: i know how you feel.
Ddaaaiisy: shit sucks
Ddaaaiisy: but really, suck that shit up.
Ddaaaiisy: you really can't do shit.
Ddaaaiisy: be good, go to college, make bank
Ddaaaiisy: if you wanna shove your pretty ass in the motherfucker's face.
Ddaaaiisy: & live your fucking life.
Ddaaaiisy: (: there.

i wuv her & her bluntness.


really now ? you're such a little shit. you can't fucking pay child support for your own damn kids & you go pay some girl to fuck you ? scratch that, it's not that you can't pay for us, you DON'T want to. you're such a selfish piece of shit. and not only here, but you got your little hoes in china, too i guess. no wonder you visit asia every fuckin' year. i'm not even gonna ask you to come to my christmas concert, even though it would mean the whole fuckin' world to me if you go.

fuck, i feel like crying for the first time in a billion years. DAYKILLER, much.

Monday, December 7, 2009


the rain can go suck my imaginary dick.

Thursday, December 3, 2009


shit's comedy, really.
i'm getting sick of it, so i'm done.
i can't wait for next year.
actually, the end of senior year.
cuhs that means outta this shithole.
all i gotta say is fuck "family".

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


a drunken mind speaks a sober heart.

i need to rethink errthaaang, cuhs i'm seriously trippin' balls.
idk why, it's complete bullshit.
lately, random throwbacks have just been getting to me.
& i'm caring a little too much about them.
i need to learn how to let go of my past, ferreaaaaals.

ANYWAYS. $2 see's candies chocolate bars (=
left with milk chocolate only though.
let me know if you want one ! pleeeeease.