Thoughts.

• My main reason for going home last weekend was so I could see Daisy one last time before she left for Korea. But I didn't & I'm still in denial that she's leaving. I'm gonna miss all the late night BDubs adventures & sitting outside my house while her & Nicole stog. I'm sorry I couldn't send you off, bby, but that's just more of a reason for you to come back to me ~ I love you. ♥
• Don't even have the motherfucking decency to say goodbye? Hah, should have known you had it in you. You're a fucking coward. But what people say is right - college does make you forget about things of your past. So here's one last deuces to you. Don't you dare try coming back.
• You don't know it yet, but you & I are gonna get married. I honestly thought you were the last person who'd be able to pick up the pieces for me, but it's nice to know you're there. (:
• There's a fine line between being a friend & watching out for me and being a creep & a dick, telling me shit you know I don't wanna hear. Back the fuck up; you know how vulnerable I still am.
• I don't even know you anymore. What the fuck happened to you?
• Thank you for always providing for me, for going out of your way to help me, & for just being there for me. I've honestly taken you for granted these past 17 years & I just wanna say I really do appreciate the little things you do - whether they're to make me smile or just to help me get through life. Love & miss you!
  

So ignorant, SMH!

The fact that you'd listen to 2 bitches who you KNOW get into a shitload of trouble for all the gossip they spread over your own goddamn sister really says a lot. I don't even know what the fuck happened to you so why the fuck would you even think I'd go around saying shit? If you haven't already guessed, I couldn't give two fucks about what you've been up to. You sending me stupid texts like, "Call me back if you wanna live." & "You better call me back or I'm gonna smack you across the face." thinking they scare me is hilarious. Who the fuck are you to threaten me with your ignorant, empty words? You think you're so fucking tough in front of your friends, but we both know when it's just you, you're nothing but a baby, crying in your own goddamn corner when shit doesn't go your way. Can't even cry to momma anymore cuhs even she's pretty much disowned you. Believe whatever the fuck you wanna believe, but don't fucking accuse me of shit you got yourself into. Especially when I had absolutely nothing to do with it. Dumbass.

College.

Definitely a new experience & I'm glad to say I think I can actually adjust to it. Late night adventures with Calvin, Will, Evangeline, Brandon, & Eddie dormhopping & sitting in random halls' lounges watching Pixar films & short films + all you can eat lunches & dinner. It's great ! And I don't have to put up with my family anymore; just people from Diamond Bar that I would never have guessed I'd get this close with. The showers aren't as gross as I thought they'd be, my RA & PC are hilarious, Eddie's Costco while Calvin's HMart, & I have no effin' curfew. My roommate & I have bonded over our love for Disney(land) & we pretty much have the same interest in music. My English professor's hilarious AF & my other 2 professors seem chill enough. Tues - Thurs classes ftw ! Bring it on, fall quarter. 8)

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

Goodbye my almost lover, goodbye my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to live without you, can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance, my back is turned on you.
Should've known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do.

REMINDER.

Bad decisions make good stories.