it’s been a while since we’ve actually talked, but for once, i’m not trippin’. i guess you can say i’ve moved on - finally - but i still can’t help but wonder if it’s the right thing to do. i honestly thought you were the one, whatever the hell that means. haaah. i trusted you; we made promises to each other. and now that i look back at them, all it is to me now is complete bullshit. not that you lied or broke them, that’s a definite NO, but just how much time i wasted on you. jeeeez, i focused on you more than school ! maybe that’s the reason for the rapid deterioration of my grades ? i’m not sure if it’s cuhs i spent my time dreaming of the day when you’d realize all this, or if it was my own laziness that got in the way. but in all honesty, i am as happy as ever. i’ve realized that there are other ways to achieve happiness, ways that do not have your name written all over them. now i see your sn on my buddy list & for once, i don’t get butterflies & hurry to double-click so i can talk to you before you sign off. but out of reassurance, pat yourself on the back cuhs i don’t think i’ve ever fallen for someone that hard in such a short amount of time. y’know that quote “you had me at hello” ? yeah, you’re a perfect example of that. but now, i can actually go through a day without thinking of you, & when i do, all it is is that i hope you’re happy, cuhs i know i am. (:
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