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i did not pay $800 for this shit.
fuck you stalin, really.
i've decided not to gaf anymore.
your shit's ridiculous.

los alamitos was so bad. my dress & sticky bra came off, so i almost flashed everybody. i cried backstage for the longest time, haaaah. fuck, i don't wanna compete anymore. i'm so done with solitaire this year. dictators can suck my nonexistant dick.

SAMOAAAAS !

i just had 5 samoas, adding up to 375 calories. oh fuck my life. whatevs though, i've learned to not give a fuck about my figure anyways. i have choir for a reason. ^____^

HAHA.

you deserve every little thing he said to you today (& yesterday), you dumb bitch. maybe this'll teach you how to stay outta other people's lives.

show choir.

why did mr. willert have to leave ? we would have been SO much better with him. watching brea olinda perform last night seriously made me cry. their vocals are so fucking amazing & their choreography is flawless. and their energy makes me tired. it's like they all had red bulls before getting on stage or something. i was watching my sister's old choir dvds and i really wish he stayed at dbhs. they got first place most of the time, and if it wasn't, it was always second. but then again, it was cuhs they were up against burroughs - and pft, burroughs is burroughs. sigh. i love how i recognized hannah (the pianist) just by looking at a random asian chick's back. & bo the drummer ! HAHAHA, it's weird that i know everyone when i wasn't even in high school when they were still there. anyways, i just really wish that aimee would correct us more & stalin wouldn't be such a bitch. gabz was telling me about last year & how angela was so damn strict, and when she wasn't there, kayla was. MAN, wrong year to do solitaire, i swear. ): i did not pay $800 for this shit.

just one throwback.

why are you such an asshole ? i can't believe you'd even think that i wanted to hang out with you to avoid some bitch. fool, you know i'd chill with you any day. you're the one who told me to pick a day for us to hang out. i waited for you today, but either you were sick or you're seriously pissed and decided to ditch me. i really hope it's the first option cuhs i really wouldn't be able to stand you trying to ditch me. and when i signed onto aim today, i expected a "miss me?" im, but as of right now, i haven't gotten one. yet. so hopefully you'll still send it. i miss you best frieeeeend. please come back into my life. ):