Guess who.

1. I don't appreciate you saying I was the one who lied to you when you're being shady as fuck right now. Telling people you know I'm close to what I did ? You deliberately twisted my words around, & now you're going behind my back spreading shit. And you call me one of your best friends, pfffffft.
2. One day, you're gonna realize that I'm not gonna be there for you. Stop feeling the need to depend on me all the time cuhs I'm already starting to bail out on you. I feel like you take me for granted & you don't care about anything else. The world doesn't revolve around you. Please stop thinking it does.
3. I can't believe you'd even listen to #1 up there. Or ask a simple question as that. You know who I am - honestly, I feel like you know me better than myself. And it hurts to know that you'd believe someone that you had shit with before over me. What happened to always being there for me, always sticking up for me, always down to choosing me ?
4. I'm really sorry I bailed on you today. I pulled a #2 & I regret it sososososo much. And I know you said "It's okay" & everything, but I still feel horrible. You're always down to listen to whatever bullshit I have to say & you're there for me. I shouldn't feel the need to blow you off for some dumb bitch. I'm sorry & I loooove you. ♥
5. Talking about you last night made me miss you more than ever. You're gone now; I didn't even get a chance to fix whatever happened between us or say bye. I stare at your screen name every time you sign on, hoping you'd IM me, which is pretty pathetic seeing how I apparently don't have the balls to initiate a conversation.
6. I'm so done with your bullshit, really. It's gotten to an extent where I just drown your voice out with whatever I can get. You don't own me, you're not me. Stop trying to live my life. Don't talk shit about my friends in front of my fucking face without expecting me to blow the fuck up on you. Put me on blast & I'll put you on blast.
7. Stop assuming shit. You don't know the shit I go through every day, yet you always expect the worst out of me. Back the fuck off; my life was never yours to take over. Let me live it for myself. If I fuck up, then I fuck up. Big damn deal - I'll just learn from each mistake. How do you honestly expect me to grow up if you won't let me ?
   

Kanye West ft. Drake & Lupe Fiasco

They say your attitude determines your latitude.
I'm high as a mo'fucker, fly as a mo'fucker.
& still the mo'fucker you love to hate,
but can't because you love what I make.

Excuse me.

You know I love you & you know I'm always gonna have your back. But you're at a point where you keep taking advantage of it & you depend on me all the time. You expect me to just drop everything for you, & it sucks knowing that when the time comes, you're not gonna be able to do the same for me. And I can't bring myself to tell you no cuhs I'm just not that type of person. You never listen to me when I need to rant; you always find a way to bring it back to yourself. How can you honestly call yourself my best friend ? Everything always has to be about you; you cut me off, you call me names, thinking it doesn't hurt, & you just expect so much out of me. Why the hell should I try so hard when you don't ? Shit's getting ridiculous. Now I'm sorry that you're having such a bad weekend, but grow up & get over it. You still have next weekend, and all the weekends after it. When are you going to learn that the world doesn't revolve around your bitch ass ?

SEEEEENIORS !

First day of school was fucking orgasmic. I'm so ready to walk through campus with my head all high & shit; yelling, "MOVE !" when the little freshmen crowd through the halls. (; Shit's amazing. I'm so excited to what this year has to briiiing. Rodriguez seems like she's gonna be a bitch, but I have Eric, Alice, Jackie, Elsie, Chantal, & Daisy to keep me busy. Murphy round #2 ! I don't think he remembers me from sophomore year, buuuut his class is gonna be fun. Sooo happy I have BRey, Sarah, Joel, & Sarthi in my class again. ^____^ Glad I pulled that all nighter to finish my Spanish hw, cuhs this class is gonna be fucking amaaaazing ! Honestly, this is the one AP I've been dying to take. Thomas is so fucking chill. I love how she gives us an Anthropology lesson when someone says "Filipinos ARE Asian !" Haaaaah (; Show 'em wsup, Mrs. Thomas ! & Solitaire. I'm down for another year, just not with these girls. I mean, yeah, it is the beginning of the year & I still have the rest of this year to get to know the girls. But MY GOD, they are so talkative ! Girls, this ain't Diamondaires anymore, this is SOLITAIRE. We're advanced, we put shit on track. I hate how everyone's in Marquis now; the 9 vets left have to deal with all these noobs. )= It's not the same without Takeuchi & Alexis, especially. I have no one to bitch with & at. Lowkey looking forward to our concerts cuhs that means we get to share the dance room ! (=

God, look at me. All optimistic & shit. Whatta first !

Favorite graduates. (=

Preethi - I'm gonna miss you so much ! Try to come down every once in a while, okay ? (: We'll resume our adventures & camera whoring, hehehe. Have fun in Berkeley & don't forget to TokBox with your favorite choir girlsssss ! ♥

Vivian - You better keep your promise & keep at LEAST every other Saturday open for me & Karen. I can't believe you're leaving me for Irvine. ): Hehehe, waaaahb you !