really !?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOU !
i find you a prom date & you repay me by telling someone not to ask me because “no one can handle me, which is why i haven’t been asked to any dances” ? JUST BECAUSE I HAVE BIGGER BALLS THAN YOU DOESN’T MEAN I CAN’T BE HANDLED.

ps; stop smoking and saying you “went out to go play pool”. you suck at lying, douchebaaag. and you wonder why i hate telling people you're my brother. -___-

hah.

STOP FUCKING WITH ME. you get my hopes up so ridiculously high, and then you just shatter them. i should have learned this lesson waaay back earlier cuhs this is definitely not the first. stop sending me shit you know i don't want to hear. stop mentioning stupid shit you know i wouldn't ever do. can you not think of only yourself for once ? you're throwing me back really far. hopefully this will be the last time i ever trust you with a guy.

okay, seriously ?

shut the fuck up. where the fuck did you get all this attitude from ? who the fuck do you think you are to try & back talk me ? & when you expect me to give you a fucking answer, you just go "blah blah, i don't care." nigga, SHUT THE FUCK UP. if you weren't my little fucking brother, i'd have beat you a while ago. don't give me shit & say i'm the one with the attitude. you fucking ask for it. i'm not the one whose report cards are filled with d's & f's, i'm not the one who's too pussy to cancel a piano lesson when i didn't want to go in the first place, i'm not the one who doesn't listen when i'm told to do something; i'm the one who has been fucking feeding you for the past fucking month, who has asked you KINDLY to help do something in the fucking house, who is trying to fucking look out for you, and all you do is give me immature attitude & shit ? and you fucking WONDER why i'm such a bitch to you. well you know what ? i'm getting sick of this. stop expecting me to do shit for you, just cuhs you're the youngest out of all of us. you're honestly just a waste of space, you lazy son of a bitch who does nothing besides watch jonathan play on the computer, whine for your own computer, eat, and sleep. you don't even fucking shower on a daily basis, you sick bastard. GOD, i am getting so fucking annoyed with you. do the fucking world a favor & just shut. the. fuck. up.

promprompromprom.

mr. perfect needs to drop down from the heavens cuhs getting sick of waiting. -_____- WAH, i wanna go so baaad ):

sigh.

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFEEEE ?! ♥ ♥ ♥ you're a choir boy who is NOT gay, you have one hell of a niceass voice, you have a tat, you're ambitious as HELL, super tall, you seem super sweet, easy to talk to, YOU KNOW THE YES DANCE, & you're down to talk to a bunch of diamond bar girls who asked to take a picture with you ONCE at a competition. sucks that you're graduating this year, but THANK GOD you're staying in california for another year before going to london (:

once again, a rant on choir.

are you fucking serious ? i hope you're happy. why would you even take it so damn seriously ? crying about was already enough. but you had to take it to your grandma so she can take it to your glc who could get the fucking COPS involved !? are you seriously that big of a fucking baby ? you can't even handle your own shit, let alone the responsibility of being vice, i repeat - VICE - president. to put it in the nicest way possible, FUCK YOU. i am so sick of your shit. thanks to you, we're missing another girl for saturday because YOU got her suspended for 5 fucking days. that's FOUR girls missing. FOUR spots we have to fill/fix. and on top of that, she has to take the make-up test for cat6. are you happy ? ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY ?

HAAAAH.

burroughs competition was a joooooke ! their stage was really big, but they had one too many risers so we were pushed SO forward. but other than our shit performance, i had so much fun. I GOT TO WALK THROUGH THE HALLWAYS OF GLEE. OF GLEE. (: watching powerhouse felt like such an honor cuhs 1) they're so effing good & 2) they were on OPRAH. los alamitos xtreme > burbank sound dogs though. SIGH, go on my tumblr if you wanna watch their show. ^_____^ idk, i kinda got sick of watching burbank's even though they're so cute. after seeing burbank boy's girl though, i lost all hope ): she's absolutely drop dead gorgeous. BUT IT'S OKAY, cuhs i got a picture with sevy aka the guy who called us the most attractive all womens choir. ^_____^ he looks kinda freaky, but that's cuhs of the face makeup. my new goal in life is to become his best friend this WEEKEND @ socal. speaking of which, turns out we're not sleeping over because the dumbass marquis boys left the campus of one competition. -____- lames. so call time's 5:45 am on saturday & we're not getting home till 3am. sigh. last competition, they spring concert, then I'M DONE WITH SOLITAIRE 09-10. too bad i'm sticking with solitaire for next year though. baad mistake, but i'm determined to make next year bombskeeeez. HAIL YES.

SPRINGBREAK !

best day of all of spring break. (: beach trip was supaaa fun ! i lalalove alice, ashley, danielle, adrian, joel, eric, & newfriend matt ! yay for kidnapping eric when he didn't even wanna go, alice locking us outta ashley's car, triple a's magical rod, car ride there, getting super soaked by super cold ocean water, taking pictures at the last minute, walking around for an hour with eric trying to find people, hot hot sand, creepers staring at us while we were rinsing off, getting a tan !, eating hotdogs & bbq chips, making s'mores, playing frisbee with eric & alice, sitting in the hole adrian made & talking with him, sticking a lighter in a pit & watching it blow up, blowing glowsticks up with matt & eric, joel giving me a piggyback, julian tripping everyone onto the sand, tar getting stuck on the bottom of our feet, car ride back, & racing up & down grand with matt in ashley's car. (:

practice tomorrow from 10-12, then massive hw cramming time. -__-

good morning !

yay for sleeping at 3-4ish am everyday.
yay for waking up at noon everyday.
yay for conversations with eric & occasionally evelyn that keep me up.
YAY FOR SPRING BREAAAAK. ^____^

on a side note though -
WHO do you think you are. honey, you need to calm down. you're just a freshman, the bottom of the food chain. don't think you can hit on "upperclassmen" whenever you feel like it. oh, & by the way, sophomores are not really upperclassmen. & stop trying to BE everyone, you stupid jocker. you say stupid shit like "i'm the biggest bitch" & "i bite (=", OH MY GOD ARE YOU KIDDING ME. 1) sorry, the 'biggest bitch' title goes to me. & 2) stfu & bite my nonexistent dick. GG for losing those traffic papers during GNO & making the buses drive around the parking lot for the longest time. WAY TO GIVE OUR SCHOOL A GOOD NAME. blogging about you is making my head pound even more, so whatever. ugh, can i just slap you the next time i see you. -_-

APR 10 !

guess who gets to see her burbank boy on saturdaaay !? (; yee yee. & next week's socal ! for once, choir MIGHT be looking up for me ♥ oh, 11:11 - make a wish (:

YESSSSSSSSSS.

spring break is finally here.
nothing planned except practice on friday.
LET'S MAKE PLAAANS !